I got up this morning knowing today would be a very hard day. We all love Frisco but we knew it was his time. We all got to say good bye to him yesterday and today. I got in the shower and was thinking about how it was the best thing to do even if it was hard. But on the drive to see him I wasn’t so sure. I got this gut feeling that he would get up. Just maybe when I got to the farm he would be up. But he wasn’t. I was really disappointed I know it wasn’t logical or even possible but it was a hope. I got to give him 1 last apple and say my good bye’s to him. I told him I loved him and I knew it was the right thing. I am not sure he understood but he is in a better place now.
I started to watch when the vet was giving him the injection but Frisco started to get up set and tried to move but he just didn’t have the strength so my dad led me out of the pasture. We went to the benches by Frisco’s favorite apple tree and talked about how this is the right thing for us to do even if it is hard. I told my dad I understood and maybe Frisco will come back to life as a kitchen utensil he laughed and said he hoped to come back as a crow. I think this is interesting and we talked about it for a bit, if he were a crow he could come back and take golfer’s food when they’re not looking. 
He said this has happened to him a lot.
I am in the process of uploading some pictures to Flicker right now and I will post them soon. David took some time off from work yesterday to take some pictures of me and my mom with Frisco. I know he will be missed by all of us so I wanted to have some good pictures of him before he had to leave us.
I am sure I will write more about him soon, but this is all I can handle right now.
