Today is the day after David’s birthday… It is Sunday, kind of a blah day outside, not sunny or rainy. I think he had a good Birthday, yesterday he got to spend time with his mom who is in town and then we went out to a movie last night. Than today we slept in and hung around the house in the morning and this afternoon we went to his grandparents house had a huge dinner and opened the usual presents.
It is kind of interesting how his family does Birthday’s not that it is much different from my families but it is. My family doesn’t have any divorcées and his does. Just makes me appreciate how most of my family is still together. But then it also makes me think about how I miss my Grandparents. On both sides of my family all of my Grandparent’s have passed away. David’s grandparents love him so much and visa versa it is so nice to see them interact. I hope that when I have kids or even grandkids they love my parents or me as much as he love’s them.
On the subject of Love, I sometimes am so scared to be in love but other times am so happy to be in love. If you think about it you never know what is going to happen the next day. I am happy to have David in my life but sometimes I think he is scared too. We spend so much time together it opens my eyes and makes me think about where is this all going to go. But then I think about my parents and all my other family members how do you know when you have met the one. David’s grandparents have been married for a REALLY long time. Only two “couples” in my family have gotten a divorcé or are in the process of it. And it makes me think what didn’t work with them? Am I going to have problems? I wonder so much…. It is just an on going thought that i am not sure I will ever get the true answer to. I just need to trust my heart and keep doing what I feel is right.
Well I guess my brain doesn’t have much more to put on here. Will write more tomorrow.
